My Immortal

I feel so down tonight. Don't know why. But I'll try to make some hypothesis. Let's say because I am a little tired. Maybe because I have an upcoming parents' meeting. Or someone has not been talking to me lately.

Well, I cannot force someone to love me. But for all I know, deep inside and in every vessel and corner of my heart, "I Love You". The clip above from youtube is what I feel now. The background song is for my love. I love this song. It's so appropriate for what I am wishing now. *sigh* The clip below is the real video of the song "My Immortal".

My Immortal

by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

&(^_^)&

Love of a Lifetime

While searching youtube.com for some interesting songs and uploads to share, I thought of the boy who stole my heart. I suddenly remembered the song he always sings to me. The song is "Love of a Lifetime" by Firehouse. As I was listening to it, I clearly remembered the days and events in our past life. But life is really like that. Many people will come and go in my life, others may make a mark, some stay but most of them go. It is only the true and right for me that stays. I can see them in my friends. So sad to say, there is no lover yet. Though getting a greater number now in the age factor, I can say I am happy where I am now.

Among the videos I have seen, the video above with the "disney princesses" was the best. My love for the Disney cartoon plus a very memorable song is a very good combination. Below is the lyrics of the song. Hope you enjoy listening as I share to you my thoughts in life.

Love of a Lifetime

by Firehouse

I guess the time was right for us to say,

We'd take our time and live our lives together day by day.

Make a wish and send it on a prayer.

We know our dreams can all come true if loving we can share.

With you I'll never wonder, will you be there for me

With you I'll never wonder, you're the right one for me.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

A love to last my whole life through.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

Forever in my heart, I finally found a love of a lifetime.

With every kiss our love is like brand new,

And every star up in the sky was made for me and you.

Still we both know that the road is long.

We know that we will be together because our love is strong.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

A love to last my whole life through.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

Forever in my heart,

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

A love to last my whole life through.

I finally found a love of a lifetime.

Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime.

Love of lifetime.

I finally found a love.

Forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetime.

&(^_^)&