My Immortal

I feel so down tonight. Don't know why. But I'll try to make some hypothesis. Let's say because I am a little tired. Maybe because I have an upcoming parents' meeting. Or someone has not been talking to me lately.

Well, I cannot force someone to love me. But for all I know, deep inside and in every vessel and corner of my heart, "I Love You". The clip above from youtube is what I feel now. The background song is for my love. I love this song. It's so appropriate for what I am wishing now. *sigh* The clip below is the real video of the song "My Immortal".

My Immortal

by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

&(^_^)&